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Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007
5:15 pm - Halloween costume
So, I'm making Bea a Puchiko from Digi Charat costume for Halloween. I put her hat on her today though, and apparently it is hilarious to rip it off her head and toss it on the ground. She refuses to wear it. Not particularly sure what to do about that.

Going to check out some apartments with Roger tomorrow, and hopefully work on our BR costumes for Halloween. Maybe do some other stuff, like talk to our financial advisor for school. We're hoping to get a 2004 or 2005 Ford Focus ZX5 before we start school. I saw one in the paper for $9995 (which is below Kelley Blue Book pricing) yesterday, but we don't have the money for it yet.

Anyway, back to sewing that Puchiko costume for Bea.

current mood: weary

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Sunday, December 17th, 2006
5:01 pm - JACON art
Well, I submitted some art of mine to JACON. I really hope they like it. The sketch is under the cut, but I won't show the colour version until I know whether or not it was accepted. If it is accepted, then you'll see it either at or after JACON.
Voltron love! )

Not my best art, but I've been in a bit of a slump lately.

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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
5:25 pm - Depression?
I was wondering if any of you guys could give me some info.

I was eating my scrambled eggs just a minute ago, and I'm almost done. I bring a big bite covered in cheese to my mouth, and as I'm lifting it, I suddenly feel horribly depressed. Don't want to do anything because you're so depressed kind of depressed. I was fine just before that, I was even joking around. This happens to me all the time. I could be reading financial advice on MSN, and all of a sudden I feel horribly depressed, or like I'm going to cry. I always thought depression was a constant thing, but maybe I have depression? Maybe I'm just weird and there isn't actually anything wrong with me? Anybody have experience with something like this?

EDIT: I forgot to add that when I get like this, either I can't bring myself to eat, or all I can do is eat.

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Friday, October 6th, 2006
4:11 pm - Oh gods
Our dog, Cocoa, will not stop farting. She's farted in all the main rooms and in the hallway. Oh gods, it's horrible. It's like I'm in hell, surrounded by fields of sulfur.

current mood: distressed

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Sunday, October 1st, 2006
9:51 am - Paintbrushes!
Yesterday I went to Walmart. I got some pretty fabric, some fabric that would be perfect for the lining of Shino's wing cape things, some more applique (stitch witchery, to be specific), a thing of body scrub for a dollar, and a pack of 25 paintbrushes for 5 dollars. =D Some are golden nylon, some white nylon, camel, sable, bristle, a chip brush, and two foam brushes. The white nylon and the camel are my favourites.

I almost have my Shino hat done, the shirt is almost finished being lines, I need to line the cape wing thing, and I need to make black bloomers. My white thigh highs should be getting here soon. Oh, I need to finish the arm things too (they're not quite like armwarmers). I also started making the stencils for the designs on Serge's bandana. Things are looking good. Maybe I'll be able to get around to Bea's little Gaara costume soon. I can't seem to find good reference pictures of him, though. =/

current mood: tired

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Friday, September 29th, 2006
11:16 am - I suck
The Commoner
You scored a 150 out of 400 on language knowledge.
Well done, you scored about what would be expected for someone who has not studied a cultural or linguistic science. You have basic knowledge about most major languages and you may even know somethings about lesser known languages. You may even speak a second language. However, there is still plenty more to find out about the world, don't give up traveling.




My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:


free online dating free online dating
You scored higher than 99% on knowledge
Link: The World Languages Test written by jeremie096 on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test


I found that to be pretty hard. Gods, I even lied about my age because you have to be 18, and I still scored higher than 99% of people "my" age. Lame.

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Thursday, September 28th, 2006
1:33 pm - Argh!
Youtube isn't working for me right now. Tried to watch .hack//Roots 5, and it wouldn't work. Tried to watch Ouran High School Host Club 25 and it wouldn't work. I'm just sitting here, working on my Shino costume. Most of you probably don't know who I'm talking about, so I'll post a picture. Roger is gonna cosplay Haseo.



It's small, so I didn't cut it. That's just a screen I took, so the image quality is crap. Oh, the guy on the left is Haseo, and the girl on the right is Shino.

EDIT: Closed out Paint Shop Pro, where I had a bunch of pictures open, and Ouran started to work. =o!

current mood: tired

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Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
8:46 am - Wedding
I looked at the pictures of the people that got married who are friends with some of my friends. They had a beautiful wedding. Looking at the pictures got me all emotional. I really want to get married now, but our wedding isn't until April 30th, 2008. I have almost everything planned out already, so I can really picture things in my head. I'm hoping I'm just hormonal now, and I can go back to being patient soon.

Roger's vasectomy is a month and a day from now. If we for some reason ever want anymore children (yeah right), we will adopt or take in foster children. Too many children who are already born that need love, you know?

I wish Roger was online, I want to go over favours and try to finalise the menu with him. Maybe look for a bakery and figure out the exact design of the cake. Oh, and figure out what he's gonna wear.

Usually attendants (bridesmaids and groomsmen) get special gifts, but since I'm planning on paying for the dresses of my bridesmaids (who I have not yet asked), should I leave it at that, or should I get them some more things as well? I was thinking getting them matching jewelry and maybe a personalised gift? Like, if one was interested in Naruto, make them a headband and a little figure of their favourite character.

I have so much to do.

current mood: dreamy

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Monday, September 25th, 2006
10:50 am - PS2
My dad got us a new PS2 when the other one disappeared somehow. My mom just brought me a chunk of metal and plastic with my and Arisa's PS2 memory cards sticking out of it. She said she found it in Brianna's room. HMMM... Brianna also lost my Star Ocean: The Second Story.

So, finally got around to charging my Ipod after Roger gave it back to me. I start looking for mys songs, and see a whole bunch of unfamiliar ones. I told him he could add songs and stuff, no big deal. I start playing a song. I see that it is 36... out of 6716. WTF?! I have 6,700 new songs. All I could think of for a while after this discovery was "wtf?".

I cleaned my and Arisa's room and Brianna's room completely. Pretty much by myself (Brianna helped a little for her room). Yay! My dad is paying me $5 an hour for all the work.

Still can't see Roger. We exchanged stories of childhood stupidity today. It was amusing.

EDIT: Oh yeah, my mom and I were putting down tile the other day and I made a discovery.
Apparently, our house isn't straight. Mama said Uncle discovered that when he was tiling our kitchen for us. Wtf, builders, wtf? You can't even make our house straight? You made our already bad tiling job craptacular.

current mood: thoughtful

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Sunday, September 17th, 2006
11:31 am - Exercise
I've started exercising, because I want to start cosplaying again soon. I don't want to wear something like Kid from Chrono Cross and have anything but a toned look. I'll probably start moisturizing and stuff like that soon as well. I found some great workouts, and made a workout playlist. I feel sore from exercising last night.

current mood: sore

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Friday, September 15th, 2006
8:59 pm - Avatar
The Avatar movie was greeeaaaattttt. Go team Avatar!

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Monday, September 11th, 2006
9:58 am - Emulation Nation
I've been playing FF8 on my computer, because I have a gaming urge for it. You know when you get a craving for a certain food, and you just have to have it? It's like that, for games. I can't find my PS or PS2, so I'm cleaning my room so I can get the new PS2 my dad got. I'm buying a dex drive ($4.95 plus $7.95 shipping from a reliable power seller on Ebay), so I can transfer my save from the computer to a real memory card. Plus I can transfer and play on the computer if I get to a part that skips or something. =D The only sucky part about playing FF8 on the computer is that Brianna's computer can't handle it, so it restarts after about 10 minute of playing. It runs pretty fast, though. Faster than the normal game.

I ramble.

Mm, pepsi in a glass bottle.

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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
4:03 pm - Booyaka!
I've almost finished my Save the Queen. As you may know, I cosplay Quistis. I've decided to revamp Quistis and Irvine, since Irvine is only okay and Quistis is really horrible. They are going to be perfect this time around. To go with my Quistis costume, I made her ultimate weapon. I think it's looking pretty good, and it's staying together really well. I'm hoping to post pictures once I'm finished, so I can get some advice. I feel like I could do better with it.

Agh, I wish I could make this icon look better. I made it, but I don't like how it turned out. Woe is I, I am woe.

current mood: accomplished

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Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
12:22 pm - Check it out
I made a bunch of new icons. =D Check out my new default! I'm making more icons now too. I'm making them of my favourite Naruto characters; Tsunade, Shikamaru, and Lee. Maybe have Gai sensei as well.
Animation shop killed the quality of my current icon. =( It looked nicer before.

Edit: I love the Shikamaru icon I just made, that may soon be my default. Shikamaru love!

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Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
10:43 am - Meme
I took [info]tenshikun's edited version, because I make stuff more than I sew stuff.
- What do you want to see me cosplay really bad?
- Pick a "sexy" character you could see me pulling off.
- Pick a "cute" character you can see me pulling off.
- What character could you see me cosplay as?
- Which cosplay outfit / Prop that I've completed do you like?
- Which cosplay outfit / Prop that I've completed don't you like?
- Pick a prop above my skill level that you would like me to do.

Contrary to what you may think, I have plenty of experience with tools (I love my dad's electric drill. Whirrr!), and I have some experience with metal and wire. So, keep that in mind for the last question. And I know I don't have many cosplays, and what I've actually completed hasn't been that good. I can actually do better now, and can draft my own patterns easily. No pictures, though, for you to see.

I bet I'll get no comments. But maybe adding this is some sort of ploy to make people respond? Hmm.

My eyelid is horribly inflamed. I am very sad. It hurts like a mo to the fo. I don't think I have conjunctivitis (pink eye), though.

current mood: melancholy

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Friday, August 11th, 2006
7:33 pm - Lifety Life Lifenstein.
So, I've decided to IM one of my friends that I used to be good friends with but am now out of touch with every day. Yesterday I IMed Raine, today I IMed Yuffs... I don't know who I'll IM tomorrow. Maybe Dave or Joanie.

I set up an Ebay account and a Paypal account today. My username is IdxKei, since it's for me and Roger. KeixId was taken. o_O He should be adding me to the bank account soon. I finally photocopied my license for him today. We were looking at houses today. You have to have one tenth of the house's cost for a down payment, right? We're hoping to pay between 150 to 175 thousand dollars for a house in Ocala.

I ordered my very first wedding thing yesterday... It felt so good. <3 I can't wait for it to get here.

Bea has been acting up a lot lately. She wants to go on walks all the time, but I really can't handle that. It's probably 80-something to 90-something degrees out there, Jesus.

Roger and I got into a little discussion about whether or not we should have skulls on top of our cake. He's worried what his family will think (devout Jehovah's Witnesses), but I don't think there's anything wrong with having a fun cake. It's not like I'd be writing "Hail Satan!" on it or anything like that. Maybe if we were actually including religion in the wedding I wouldn't want the skulls, but neither of us are any denomination of Christianity. The rest of the cake is pretty romantic though, with kanji that gives keywords from the story behind the Tanabata Festival, and hopefully whatever baker we choose will also be able to pull off little figures of the weaver and the herder reaching for each other across the Milky Way.

I've been trying to get organised. Having everything organised would be so great.

current mood: determined
current music: Bea acting sleepy and upset

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Thursday, July 27th, 2006
12:14 pm - Bea!
Happy 1st birthday to my and Roger's daughter, Beatrix. <3

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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
2:47 pm - I went to the dentist today
I have gingivitis. No cavities, though.

Right now I'm eating a chicken sandwich with lettuce, tomato, onion, and a little slice of bacon. I also have a fruit and yogurt parfait with granola on top.

I have no idea where to have the party part of Bea's birthday party. Golden Corral for food, but that's all I know. You know, I totally forgot Roger's grandparents are Jehova's Witnesses. They most likely won't be coming. (For those of you who don't know, Jehova's Witnesses don't celebrate birthdays.)

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Monday, July 17th, 2006
1:19 pm - Taken from sgt_tashigi
A is for - Age: Almost 17
B is for - Bust Size: 34B
C is for - Career in future: business owner/chef
D is for - Dad's name: David
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: Something I've cooked
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Maybe the opening for Jing, "Shout it Loud"
G is for - Guys you've kissed: It's easier to just go by names... Roger, Dave, Magus, RJ, Daniel, Chino, Dylan... I think that's it. Oh, what about girls? Eh, but it says guys.
H is for - Hometown: Casselberry, Florida
I is for - Instruments you play: Cello, piano
J is for - Job title: Student
K is for - Kids: Beatrix Tori is my and Roger's daughter
L is for - Living arrangement: I live with my immediate family
M is for - Mom's name: Rebecca
N is for - Number of people you've slept with: sex-1 actual sleeping- I have no idea
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: 2, maybe?
P is for - Phobia[s]: needles, lizards, death
Q is for - Quote: "We're all looking for a peaceful and safe place... but maybe there is no such place. But we keep going no matter what's waiting for us down the road. We never stop living." Kira, from Mars
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: Roger, over 2 years now
S is for - Sexual position: Cowgirl is my favourite, and I hate spooning
T is for - Time you wake up: 7-8:30 AM
U is for - Unique trait: My eyes change colour
V is for - Vegetable you love: I like lettuce
W is for - Worst habit: Overthinking
X is for - X-rays you've had: Chest, maybe head?
Y is for - Yummy food you make: Tomato Basil Chicken soup
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Scorpio

current mood: tired

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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
1:40 pm - An intro
So, people have been friending me because they liked my comments/posts in various communities for a little bit now. None of you guys really know much about me though, so I decided I should talk about myself a little.

I have unique religious views involving Christianity, Wicca, Buddhism, and various other religious. I believe in aliens. I am a fur, but not the tyoe to wear a fur suit while fooling around, just for crazy antics. I would wear ears and a tail during "interesting" times, though. I'm planning on starting up my own business. I love all things geeky, even complicated programming. I don't believe in abortion, but I consider myself pro-choice because I think every woman has the right to make decisions about her own body. I love dead baby, racist, Holocaust, and other such macabre jokes. I am not actually racist or a baby-hater, though. In fact, I have a daughter with my fiance. She's almost a year old. I wear glasses/contacts and have recently bleached my hair so it's gold with a bit of white. I'm a pansexual, meat-eating female and I'm monoamorous. I love crazy styles, and I will dress lolita, candy raver, cyber goth, goth, or whatever other way I want. I sew and make a lot of different things. I cosplay, go to anime conventions, and game. I RP as well. I like graveyards because I always get this very odd feeling, like there are people around, even if there's only my family. It's peaceful most of the time, but not always. I love sex, more than any other person I know. My sex drive is much higher than my fiance's. I'm also very sexually adventurous. I love stuffed animals and girly things and have fun experimenting with odd makeup. =D I also love to read, especially sci-fi and fantasy, but also historical fiction. I'm a grammar nazi. Rawr. (OMG SENTENCE FRAGMENT!1!)

That's who I am!

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